if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, January 22, 2007

Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

You've probably heard Snow Patrol's Chasing Cars on the radio or on the telly. My sister says it's claimed to be the purest love song ever, but listening to it, I don't think it as much pure as I think it to be naive.

We'll do it all everything, on our own
We don't need anything, or anyone
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?

It's like how you would feel, when you think you're in love.. when you feel like you're in love. Nothing else matters. It's only you and that special person. You feel like the world belongs only to the two of you. You would do anything, anything at all to protect what you and that person have. It sounds so perfect, except that it's not.

Reality bites. It's too naive, too silly even, to think that such a thing can be true. We all want to believe this song, and perhaps that's the reason why it's so popular.

Forget what we're told, before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am, all that I ever was, is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see
I don't know where, confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

When you're deep in that moment, you feel like nothing will ever change. You believe in forever. But we are always changing, in every day of our lives. They may be small, those changes... but they are there. They happen to every one of us. Not one of us is excluded.

Maybe you and that person can change at the same pace, learning to grow together and experience all that life brings together. But what if you are at a different pace? Can one person slow down, and wait for the other to catch up?

It's not that I think it's so bad to have dreams, to believe that forever can be possible. I, too, like to believe in forever. And I even hope that the first could be the last. But we have to be realistic as well, and be able to accept that things may not go exactly to plan.

In the end, the most important thing is to live in the moment, to enjoy every new sensation, every new feeling, every new experience. You can dream, you can hope, but you cannot lie to yourself. Dreams can become true, but they can be shattered as well. Like so many things in life, beware the double-edged blade.

If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Yes.

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:12 PM
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Monday, January 08, 2007

Belated First Post of 2007

So.. first post of 2007, eh? It should be about something meaningful, shouldn't it? Like.. new year's resolutions, or new year's eve celebrations, or insights about the past year.

# New Year's resolutions... none.

Well, I'd be lying if I said that. But I don't wanna write down my New Year's resolutions. There is this tendency for someone to remind me what I have and haven't done. Very annoying wan, you know! Plus, it seems so set in stone, that there seems to be no flexibility whatsoever. I like to have full control over my resolutions, thank you very much.

# New Year's Eve celebrations... very eventful.

For those who were there, need I explain? For those who weren't, I think it's better you stay ignorant. ;) It was such an eventful night. It started out boring, then infuriating, then painful, and finally... it ended with love. Because love conquers all, as always!! Haha. But seriously, though, I'm so sorry for making any of you guys worry and sorry for ruining what was supposed to be a great night! But mostly, I'm sorry, sayang, for not understanding you and for pushing you away.

# Insights about the past year... oh, where do I start?!

In the past year, I've grown to understand and love the friends I have now. I've learnt that even if you change, you can still be the same person inside. I got the courage to say the three little words I never thought I could ever say. I found love with the person I never expected to find it with. I've worked harder than the year before, and I can honestly say that it's true. I've accepted the fact that I'm very average in lots of things, but I can and will be extraordinary in my determination.

So, here ends my (belated!) first post of 2007. Happy New Year, everybody! Let's have a good one this year!!

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:08 AM
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the.girl ;

    confused about life
    afraid of getting hurt
    let me fly away
    to your heart where i belong

past.memories;

  • June 2007
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  • February 2007
  • January 2007
  • December 2006
  • November 2006
  • October 2006
  • September 2006
  • August 2006
  • July 2006
  • June 2006
  • May 2006
  • April 2006
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  • December 2005
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  • August 2005

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