Saturday, July 01, 2006
The Higher You Hope, The Harder You Fall
I really don't know why I even bother. I should have learnt my lesson by now, but I never do. I never learn my lessons. Like a moth to a flame, I keep falling into those visible, gaping traps... to be hurt again, and again. It's so, so stupid. Why do I keep doing this to myself? Why do I let myself have such incredibly high expectations, when I know that I will just... fall? I have to stop kidding myself, and stop having such ridiculous high hopes. Not just in this situation, or that situation, or even that situation... but in every situation I find myself in. I have to stop being such a fool, or I shall find that one day, I have spent most of my lifetime spending my time like tonight... Crying to no one, feeling only utter despair.
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:11 AM
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