if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Open Your Eyes and Judge For Yourself Before You Start Accusing!

Let me say this once, and once only.. I HATE being accused of doing something I DID NOT do! To even freaking imply that I would lie, while she wouldn't... it's just preposterous! Thanks for not allowing me even the benefit of a doubt. I can see my friendship means nothing compared to your friendship with her.

I thought I was being a good friend by lending a listening ear. She can't talk to him, because it's about him. So she comes to me, pours her heart out, making me feel bad for her, but also making me feel kinda honoured at the same time that she would confide in me... except she would turn around, and twist the story another way so that she could bond with him.

I don't care if you think I'm being too sensitive and too defensive. I DON'T CARE. How dare you even come to me and say those things to me when I had an assignment to rush! How dare you!

I could defend myself. I even have 'evidence' to back me up. But I don't want to show it to you, like I'm trying to save my sorry ass by making feeble excuses. I don't need to prove myself to you.

I had to go back to this again, something I wrote early this year, something I need to revisit:

Principle #2: Don't ever compromise yourself for others.
And maybe for once, I will really follow my own principles. Let's see if I've learnt my lesson.

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:52 AM
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