Sunday, May 14, 2006
I Wish I Didn't Love You So Much
Sometimes, I think you do it on purpose. You inflict pain on the rest of us, and you try to pick a fight, as if peace and quiet are too much for you to handle.
It's such a pity that I love you so much. (Are you even aware of that?) Because if I didn't love you at all, life would be so much easier. I won't have to pretend your words don't stab me like the cold blade of a dagger. I won't have to try to swallow my tears, which should be bitter but aren't.
Sometimes, I wonder if you love me even a little. Or if you don't, do you like me at all? Tell me you hate me, even. At least I know there's some emotion there, rather than having utter nothingness. I can't stand being invisible in your eyes.
If only I didn't love you.. Things would be so much easier, and less painful.
It's such a pity that I love you so much. (Are you even aware of that?) Because if I didn't love you at all, life would be so much easier. I won't have to pretend your words don't stab me like the cold blade of a dagger. I won't have to try to swallow my tears, which should be bitter but aren't.
Sometimes, I wonder if you love me even a little. Or if you don't, do you like me at all? Tell me you hate me, even. At least I know there's some emotion there, rather than having utter nothingness. I can't stand being invisible in your eyes.
If only I didn't love you.. Things would be so much easier, and less painful.
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:03 AM
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