Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Don't They Know How To Stop?
At first, I thought they didn't know when to stop. But actually, they just don't know how to stop.
I came so close to screaming my lungs out. Instead, I bent down, put my hands through my hair, actually pull it so much that it hurts (yet not actually pull out any hair fibres), and let out a silent scream.
My head hurts, and I feel sick to my stomach.
I don't need this. I have 5 assignments to do, and exams are just less than a month away. Why can't they just stop it, and let it be?
All this drama and artificiality... it makes me sick.
One day, I won't be able to take it anymore, and I'll just... I don't actually know what I'll do. Explode? Scream? No, I'll just quit the group for good.
Right now, I'll tolerate as much as I can. Who knows how long that will last?
I came so close to screaming my lungs out. Instead, I bent down, put my hands through my hair, actually pull it so much that it hurts (yet not actually pull out any hair fibres), and let out a silent scream.
My head hurts, and I feel sick to my stomach.
I don't need this. I have 5 assignments to do, and exams are just less than a month away. Why can't they just stop it, and let it be?
All this drama and artificiality... it makes me sick.
One day, I won't be able to take it anymore, and I'll just... I don't actually know what I'll do. Explode? Scream? No, I'll just quit the group for good.
Right now, I'll tolerate as much as I can. Who knows how long that will last?
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:26 PM
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