if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Stop Pushing Me Away

Why is it that every time I think I'm getting closer to you, you seem to push me farther and farther away? How can you do that? Make me feel all happy, and let me fall to the ground? That's not fair, not fair at all. I thought you wanted me to be more than a mere friend. Sometimes, I could almost think of you as a brother. Isn't that what you want? Stop pulling me in only to push me away, because that's not okay. That's not okay at all.

Do you resent me? Is that it? Because if that's so, tell me. Even though some things have changed, that doesn't mean I can't still be your friend. I thought you'd be happy for me. But you're not, are you? You think I've betrayed you.

I am still your friend. Inside, I'm still the same girl. Talk to me. Talk to me. Talk to me. Don't push me away and go to someone else. I'm still here... still waiting for my friend, the one who wanted me for a sister.

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:14 AM
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    confused about life
    afraid of getting hurt
    let me fly away
    to your heart where i belong

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