Sunday, April 30, 2006
I Shall Not Be Bothered
I was being really, really stupid last night.
Got all worked up over two idiots who don't seem to care or know (which just might be worse, actually) that they're being selfish by dragging everyone into their problem. Got into a 'fight' of a sort with him, which didn't actually involve us.
What a crazy night. Phone calls were made and received, and text messages were sent back and forth. Accusations, yelling matches, tears of frustration... all in one night. What a drama!
All this over two people with a matter that could have been small, and could have been solved... if only they just talk to each other!
I was thinking before about how I feel the need to do something, anything to help this situation.. I was actually agonising over it, actually losing sleep! But I know what I have to do now.
I shall not be bothered. I won't do anything, but just let those two guys work it out and settle the problem among themselves. It's not my problem, but theirs. I've had it with their silly antics. (Stop dragging everyone into it, and force us to take sides!)
Doing this might lead to two different consequences:
(1) This whole thing will just blow over, and we'll resume 'normal' life again.
(2) Things get worse and more tense, and the group will be split into two sides.
If the first situation happens, I'll be glad. In fact, that's what I'm hoping will happen. But if the second situation happens instead... in which I'm forced to take a side... I'll just step out. I don't care if I lose friends. What's the point of having these so-called friends when they're so willing to tear you apart? I rather be alone.
Let those two fight it out. Just leave the rest of us alone.
Got all worked up over two idiots who don't seem to care or know (which just might be worse, actually) that they're being selfish by dragging everyone into their problem. Got into a 'fight' of a sort with him, which didn't actually involve us.
What a crazy night. Phone calls were made and received, and text messages were sent back and forth. Accusations, yelling matches, tears of frustration... all in one night. What a drama!
All this over two people with a matter that could have been small, and could have been solved... if only they just talk to each other!
I was thinking before about how I feel the need to do something, anything to help this situation.. I was actually agonising over it, actually losing sleep! But I know what I have to do now.
I shall not be bothered. I won't do anything, but just let those two guys work it out and settle the problem among themselves. It's not my problem, but theirs. I've had it with their silly antics. (Stop dragging everyone into it, and force us to take sides!)
Doing this might lead to two different consequences:
(1) This whole thing will just blow over, and we'll resume 'normal' life again.
(2) Things get worse and more tense, and the group will be split into two sides.
If the first situation happens, I'll be glad. In fact, that's what I'm hoping will happen. But if the second situation happens instead... in which I'm forced to take a side... I'll just step out. I don't care if I lose friends. What's the point of having these so-called friends when they're so willing to tear you apart? I rather be alone.
Let those two fight it out. Just leave the rest of us alone.
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:39 PM
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