Saturday, March 04, 2006
There Is Nothing Worse
Imagine you meet a friend from the past, and you remember the person, but the person doesn't remember you.
Horrible, right?
However, nothing is worse than having that person remembering you, but it turns out he mistook you for someone else.
So damn sad, man.
Imagine the joy I felt when he sent me a message, with the subject "hello, old friend". I felt important, acknowledged, treasured. An old classmate actually remembers me! But then, reading the message, my heart dropped. It wasn't me he remembered, it was a girl whose name was similar to mine.
Like I said, so sad.
It isn't so bad if we both couldn't remember each other. No harm done, after all. But in my shoes.. it's just not the same. I am a little hurt, knowing that I made no impact on this person's life. The egoistic me thought some people would remember me, years from now. I remembered them, didn't I? It only seemed fair if they remembered me, too.
But that's such a childish thought.
Oh well... on slightly happier thoughts, I met a guy, Ben, who's into anime today. Yay, I can leech anime off him. Woohoo! I borrowed Grave of the Fireflies from him. I heard it's really good and touching. Hehe. I shall watch it tomorrow, when I'm more awake.
Horrible, right?
However, nothing is worse than having that person remembering you, but it turns out he mistook you for someone else.
So damn sad, man.
Imagine the joy I felt when he sent me a message, with the subject "hello, old friend". I felt important, acknowledged, treasured. An old classmate actually remembers me! But then, reading the message, my heart dropped. It wasn't me he remembered, it was a girl whose name was similar to mine.
Like I said, so sad.
It isn't so bad if we both couldn't remember each other. No harm done, after all. But in my shoes.. it's just not the same. I am a little hurt, knowing that I made no impact on this person's life. The egoistic me thought some people would remember me, years from now. I remembered them, didn't I? It only seemed fair if they remembered me, too.
But that's such a childish thought.
Oh well... on slightly happier thoughts, I met a guy, Ben, who's into anime today. Yay, I can leech anime off him. Woohoo! I borrowed Grave of the Fireflies from him. I heard it's really good and touching. Hehe. I shall watch it tomorrow, when I'm more awake.
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:10 PM
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