Saturday, March 11, 2006
Sometimes I Feel Like Crying For No Reason At All
It's not like something bad happened. It's not as if I'm depressed. But sometimes, out of the blue, I feel like crying. There's no reason for it. I just want to have a good cry.
Maybe it's the stress of uni. After such a long holiday, I almost forgot how uni life was like. When it's busy, it's hectic like the traffic jams in KL at 5pm. When it's leisurely, I feel so bored out of my mind that I crave for hectic chaos again.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm holding my breath in a lot. That's why I sigh a lot. My friends always complain that I sigh too much, but it's like I'm suffocating, you know? I just need to release my breath every now and then.
It's when I'm thinking seriously about things that I start holding in my breath. Like in order to organise my thoughts and get my mind around certain things, I have to stop my breathing for just a little bit. I guess I'm not that good in multi-tasking, am I?
I think it's gonna be good to go shopping with Mom tomorrow. I need some activity that doesn't require much brainpower. Plus, it'll be quality mother-daughter time. Went to uni to study today. Wasn't very productive. I'm just so slow in absorbing facts! I think during the week, I better study during my breaks in iSpace, rather than just lying on the unbelievably comfortable couches. Easier said than done, of course.
Maybe it's the stress of uni. After such a long holiday, I almost forgot how uni life was like. When it's busy, it's hectic like the traffic jams in KL at 5pm. When it's leisurely, I feel so bored out of my mind that I crave for hectic chaos again.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm holding my breath in a lot. That's why I sigh a lot. My friends always complain that I sigh too much, but it's like I'm suffocating, you know? I just need to release my breath every now and then.
It's when I'm thinking seriously about things that I start holding in my breath. Like in order to organise my thoughts and get my mind around certain things, I have to stop my breathing for just a little bit. I guess I'm not that good in multi-tasking, am I?
I think it's gonna be good to go shopping with Mom tomorrow. I need some activity that doesn't require much brainpower. Plus, it'll be quality mother-daughter time. Went to uni to study today. Wasn't very productive. I'm just so slow in absorbing facts! I think during the week, I better study during my breaks in iSpace, rather than just lying on the unbelievably comfortable couches. Easier said than done, of course.
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:31 PM
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