Thursday, March 02, 2006
New Beginnings, Maybe?
I've decided to unpublish all my posts that makes a reference to Y, as I'm unsure about how I'm feeling, and I do not want those posts as painful reminders. So, please, if I don't talk about it, don't ask me about it.
I'm thinking if I should make my blog more public. I mean, obviously, I'm flattered if I ever get more readership by chance, but there's not really the point. I was thinking of letting my NZ friends know about my blog. I'm not sure, though.
I mean, this started as a private blog. But I decided to let you guys know about it. And not long ago, I mentioned it on a public Lee Hom forum. So, if I'm perfectly willing to show this to total strangers, why not to my friends?
I guess it's just me and my fear of being hurt. I'm not sure if I should really get close to this bunch of people - most of whom I've only known for 2 months. But I have to take a risk. Life is never without risks, after all.
So, yeah, maybe I'll let them know. Just have to find a subtle way. Heh.
I'm thinking if I should make my blog more public. I mean, obviously, I'm flattered if I ever get more readership by chance, but there's not really the point. I was thinking of letting my NZ friends know about my blog. I'm not sure, though.
I mean, this started as a private blog. But I decided to let you guys know about it. And not long ago, I mentioned it on a public Lee Hom forum. So, if I'm perfectly willing to show this to total strangers, why not to my friends?
I guess it's just me and my fear of being hurt. I'm not sure if I should really get close to this bunch of people - most of whom I've only known for 2 months. But I have to take a risk. Life is never without risks, after all.
So, yeah, maybe I'll let them know. Just have to find a subtle way. Heh.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:05 PM
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