Friday, February 10, 2006
Happy, Happy, Happy!
Happy thoughts #1...
Summer school has already finished! Although feeling very happy that there's no more assignments (not till semester one anyway), I kinda miss going to classes and seeing my classmates. Hehe... and today's only the first day of holiday. I guess it's because the class was such a small class, as compared to the gigantic classes I usually go to last year. It's nice to go to a small class, and able to know everyone by name, and where the lecturer actually remembers you. It's intimate, that's what it is. Ever since leaving M'sia, the classes I've been to have always been so... alienating. The thing is, you don't get the same batch of people in every class... and this is high school I'm talking about. University's even worse, with its large classrooms. And so, you don't really get to know everyone. In fact, sometimes, you know absolutely no one from a class. I miss the way in M'sia, where at least, you know everyone by their name. Over here, every time you enter a classroom, you see total strangers. It's very unsettling.
But hey.. semester one starts soon, and I know for sure I share 2 classes with Joey.. so no worries there! Happy!
On to other happy thoughts..
Regarding my last post about Y, I think I really have nothing to worry about now that I actually think clearly about it. I totally overreacted. It's nothing major (ha! I just wrote 'mojo' instead of 'major'), really. I guess I'm not used to being the one 'liked'. I'm more used to seeing other people 'liking' each other. I should feel flattered, I suppose, although I have a nagging feeling Y has bad taste in girls. Hehe. Our group's being dominated by guys, that's why. There's only 3 girls but 6 guys in our group.. and one girl is already taken. Not much choice left, is there? Plus, I have a feeling that if Y did know that I know.. he'll probably shrug his shoulders and say, "Ah well." (actually, that's what he always say) He's very nonchalant about things.
So now, I don't have to stress about the 'friends, not friends?' thing... Happy, happy!
And lastly, another happy thought...
I'm gonna go to the lantern fest tomorrow.. There's gonna be lots of lanterns (obviously! it is the lantern fest, after all), food, crafts, performances, and fireworks. There's always fireworks. It should be fun! Happy, happy, happy!
Summer school has already finished! Although feeling very happy that there's no more assignments (not till semester one anyway), I kinda miss going to classes and seeing my classmates. Hehe... and today's only the first day of holiday. I guess it's because the class was such a small class, as compared to the gigantic classes I usually go to last year. It's nice to go to a small class, and able to know everyone by name, and where the lecturer actually remembers you. It's intimate, that's what it is. Ever since leaving M'sia, the classes I've been to have always been so... alienating. The thing is, you don't get the same batch of people in every class... and this is high school I'm talking about. University's even worse, with its large classrooms. And so, you don't really get to know everyone. In fact, sometimes, you know absolutely no one from a class. I miss the way in M'sia, where at least, you know everyone by their name. Over here, every time you enter a classroom, you see total strangers. It's very unsettling.
But hey.. semester one starts soon, and I know for sure I share 2 classes with Joey.. so no worries there! Happy!
On to other happy thoughts..
Regarding my last post about Y, I think I really have nothing to worry about now that I actually think clearly about it. I totally overreacted. It's nothing major (ha! I just wrote 'mojo' instead of 'major'), really. I guess I'm not used to being the one 'liked'. I'm more used to seeing other people 'liking' each other. I should feel flattered, I suppose, although I have a nagging feeling Y has bad taste in girls. Hehe. Our group's being dominated by guys, that's why. There's only 3 girls but 6 guys in our group.. and one girl is already taken. Not much choice left, is there? Plus, I have a feeling that if Y did know that I know.. he'll probably shrug his shoulders and say, "Ah well." (actually, that's what he always say) He's very nonchalant about things.
So now, I don't have to stress about the 'friends, not friends?' thing... Happy, happy!
And lastly, another happy thought...
I'm gonna go to the lantern fest tomorrow.. There's gonna be lots of lanterns (obviously! it is the lantern fest, after all), food, crafts, performances, and fireworks. There's always fireworks. It should be fun! Happy, happy, happy!
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:47 PM
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