if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, December 26, 2005

About A Boy

No, no. This isn't About A Boy which starred Hugh Grant, which was fantastic by the way... (it featured Hugh Grant, and anything that has Hugh Grant in it is automatically fabulous) It's about a boy I used to have a crush on. It was a short-lived crush, especially when I moved on to another boy. Haha! I'm so fickle. But hey, I only had 2 crushes in my 18 years of life. The second one was more long-lasting.. Lasted for about half a year, I think. Not all of my friends know whom the second guy is, so if you know, please don't announce in a loud voice, please!

Anyhoo, before I trail off again, here's a, um, something on the (first) boy:




Sometimes I wonder if I had told you how I felt
Would something have happened between us?
Would it be awkward when you reject me? (As I fully know you would)
Would it be funny when you tell your friends? (Laughing at me behind my back)
Or would it have meant nothing?
For I'm just a girl, among the midst of many others.

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
To have you feel for me the way I do
And I would dream (So many dreams)
And I would fantasise ( So many times)
But then I'd wake up
And I remember, you have eyes for another.

One day I came across your picture
I expect my heart to beat
Crazily (like a hyena's laughter)
Rapidly (like the blink of an eye)
Yet I surprised myself
I no longer felt for you the way I used to.

Is it a process of growing up?
Or simply forgetting why I liked you?
I try to figure out (oh, how hard I tried!)
Trying to pinpoint the problem (give me anything!)
So I told myself
It's because your teeth are straight, no longer crooked in that cute way.

Funny, isn't it?
To fall in love with crooked teeth
You had pointy little fangs
Your front teeth stuck out when you smiled
So I guess the secret's out
I was attracted not to you but to your teeth!

No, not your teeth
That's simply ridiculous
I was attracted to your smile (Your pointy, crooked smile)
The way the sun shines in you (So bright it was blinding)
You brought out the best in me
And for that, I thank you.



Okay, let me clarify first. It's NOT a poem. It's simply how I felt. So no criticising me on my rhyming scheme or stanza length or whatever!

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:50 AM
fate crumbled all around 6 comments

the.girl ;

    confused about life
    afraid of getting hurt
    let me fly away
    to your heart where i belong

past.memories;

  • June 2007
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  • February 2007
  • January 2007
  • December 2006
  • November 2006
  • October 2006
  • September 2006
  • August 2006
  • July 2006
  • June 2006
  • May 2006
  • April 2006
  • March 2006
  • February 2006
  • January 2006
  • December 2005
  • November 2005
  • October 2005
  • September 2005
  • August 2005

the.messages;